Post by adam on Oct 14, 2010 20:03:55 GMT -8
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adam anthony rose
sixteen ,, las vegas, nevada ,, undercover lover/techie ,, homosexual ,, shy ,, jarrod matthew
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"Um, well, I guess I'll start off with who I am. I'm Adam Anthony Rose, yeah, Kris' brother. I'm sixteen, and a highschool drop out. Oh, I'll explain that later.
Anyway, I'm shy, I guess. I always get nervous around big groups of people, and my hands go sweaty. I can't stand knowing too many people too well, I feel like it's all this information that my brain takes in then it becomes completely useless and a waste. Usually when you meet a people, they enjoy your company for awhile, then leave you and find you weird whenever you talk to them. I don't know why I think like that, I just do. But I don't know... I guess I worry so much about whether people will like me for me, than anything else.
Well, I'm kind of weird. I'm a short weird kid, but I guess a whole lot of people wouldn't know that. When I'm at home I'm a completely different person then I would be at school. I'd be the kid who dances around in his underwear to some old time rock and roll. Yeah, I guess kinda like that Tom Cruise movie. I'll take a bunch of different food and put it all together and eat it on a sandwich, experiment with what I like and what I don't like. And Nutella, man oh man, I eat that stuff with a spoon. It's so good. But yeah. Sometimes I make forts and pretend I'm in an army game whenever I get bored.
I'm not loud at home, I hate being loud. If I wanted the whole world to hear me, than I'd choose my words carefully and make it important. I like when I'm home alone, too. I get to turn up the music and play video games in the living room. Not that anyone else would really mind if I did that anyway.
So I guess I get started on what got me here today. Well, my parents were sweet, never really gave me much of a problem, and I guess I wasn't much a problem for them either. My dad owned a record label, which was a bonus for me I guess, and my sister because he'd always bring stuff home for us to listen to, which was great. We were able to listen to different bands and really explore our musical interest. Luckily, we both liked the same kind of music, so there was never a battle on who should turn their music down so the other can blast their's up. The relationship between my sister and I is no different from any other sister-brother relationship. Well, I guess. We don't fight a whole lot, I guess, and I'm only really bothered by her when she decides to get all mooshy with me and hug me in public and stuff.
I hated school, I hated everything about it. I hated the way gym class made the athletic kid shine out and made the rest of them feel like shit. I hated how no matter how much I tried I still couldn't get decent marks. I hated how self conscious you'd become as soon as you'd walk through that door. I hated how tired I'd be, so I'd never be focused on work. I hated how teachers chose favorites, and were complete assholes to the rest. So, I dropped out.
I couldn't stand having to waste my life in a jail cell like that. Girls never bothered me in school, and none of them really paid attention to me because I'm shirt and look like a twelve year old. But the guys would give me a tough time. They never physically bullied me, but they'd call me names and stuff. They say I should go back to elementary, where I belong. Or call me a faggot, and all that stuff. Highschool was highschool for me, and it sucked. Dances sucked, because I never showed interest in the opposite sex, and wouldn't dare show up at a dance with a boy, because after that, the bullying would become physical. Who wants to go through that shit? No one, really. Plus I sucked at school, anyway. I just never got anything that the teacher was talking about. I never put an effort or anything, either. I just wanted out of there. Luckily for me, the opportunity came whenever the band my sister's in needed a techie. I wasn't an expert in that area, but it gave me a reason to be there, beside being useless and just sort of being there. "
hey, so i'm emily. i've been roleplaying for three years now. as well as this character, i also play ronnie hawks, ella glass, and lucas jackson. you can reach me by pm is fine if you need me for anything. i found PERFECT DYSFUNCTION by tumblr and i'm pretty glad i did. here's an example of mah skillz. (:check out ronnie's app. (:
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