patton, skylar grey

[skylar]

skylar grey patton
eighteen,, texas,, shoot for teams/roadie,, straight,, innocent,, taylin elisa yasmin katharina
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"Her name is Skylar Gray Patton the girl is eighteen years young and a roadie for shoot for teams, the girl's birthday is in January, the seventeenth to be exact.

the girl stands at about five feet and seven inches, rather short she knows and she hates it. Don't ever pick on her for her size, she will end up stomping her feet and pouting because she gets picked on so often. She likes to put colors in her hair and she switches from blonde to black even though they are completely opposite colors, however she sticks with blonde the most because it's her natural hair color. She has big blue-ish green eyes that seem to look straight through you and hold quite a few secrets. The girl is untainted in every way possible, she may be eighteen years old but the girl has never kissed nor slept with anyone, she's been a little too busy taking care of Sebastien to do anything else. She also suffers from CoA (coarctation of the Aorta) which means that her major artery that carries blood to her heart is very narrow and she often passes out because of the lack of blood. The doctors say that she can't pass out any more because if she does it will be her last breath, so she tries to stay out of stressful situations.

Skylar is a sweet girl, she has nothing against anyone and is always in the smiley mood, however she can get irritated easily. If someone doesn't get something after a while she'll end up pouting and pitching a fit until they understand that they aren't catching on to something. This comes in handy with Sebastien, because he often misses a lot of her signs and hints and she gets frustrated a lot. The girl trusts easily and she doesn't really believe that there is evil in the world even though she's seen some of the worst things happen to the best people. Although she's sort of dying at the moment she likes to think positively, and she likes to see her glass as half full instead of half empty. However her sickness is taking a toll on her and she finds herself sort of in a depressed mood lately. She can't help it.

The girl is addicted to pokemon, the television show, the game, the underwear, anything she can get her hands on she plays with. She grew up on the game and she loves everything about it, a lot of the times people call her a little nerd about it but she doesn't mind. There isn't a time where you won't see her with her gameboy in her back pocket or close-by. She's addicted and can never get enough of the game. Not to mention her incessant need to get Seb into it as well, she's determined to get him just as addicted as she is. He's her best friend after all, so he should enjoy the same things she does so they can play together, or at least that was the way she saw it.

Skylar has known Sebastien ever since she was sixteen, the boy moved to texas with his whole family when he was eighteen and she had walked over to see what all the commotion was about, only to find that the rumors were true.. he was french and he was rather attractive. So she began talking to him and found out that he needed a place to stay after his family left for france again. After a lot of begging and pleading her parents agreed and Sebastien lived with them until the band started up. Shoot for teams got famous extraordinarily quickly and She found herself being torn apart from him more and more. When she found out he was going on a tour the girl freaked out, and immediately began thinking of what to do, she simply couldn't be without him. throughout the two years Sebastien had lived with her they had grown close, and she couldn't let him simply leave. Skylar begged her parents to go on tour with him, and soon she found herself as the roadie for this amazing band, here on tour. It was really a dream come true for the girl. ."





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Liesl wasn't having it any longer, this needed to stop, this feeling of losing him, this fear that she wouldn't be hid forever, it needed to end and she needed to be happy again. She couldn't bear another moment like this, and she was happy that he finally took her into his arms, cuddling her and holding her tight until her tears softened. She needed this, she needed him. She didn't want to ever forget him, and never did she want to lose him, but she knew she wouldn't, not if she held on to this. And she knew she would. She wouldn't let go of this, no matter what it took, she loved him, and she would forever, she had given too much of herself now not to. She wanted to be with him forever, basking in his love and adoration. It didn't matter that it was cliche, and it didn't matter that she was doing her best to get what she wanted, even if it meant being as selfish as one could be. His past didn't matter, nor would she let it hinder him from being loved like he deserved to. To her, it sounded as if ever since he had.. committed the act, love was forced away from him. Why could she not be the one to give it back to him? she saw nothing wrong in that fact and she was determined now to be that one. Everyone made mistakes, this happened to be one of his. Of course, granted, his was quite a bit larger than everyone else's mistakes, but that didn't mean that it couldn't be forgiven and forgotten. And liesl was a very forgiving person, no matter what the situation was, and this, was no exception. Not by any means. She would love him forever, it didn't matter what he did. She had given too much to him to forget it all.

She couldn't help the little flinch, it was something she wasn't used to hearing, especially in relation to Rory, it wasn't right, and she wouldn't accept it. A murderer, was someone who did it continuously, and he was not that. It had only been one, and although that was important and wrong in itself.. she wouldn't call him that or refer to him as that ever, and she would tell him that in a heartbeat. But her grip on his neck tightened, scared to let go, for fear that he might push her away again, something that would literally break her heart now. If he did.. than she would have to leave, have to think things through, she wouldn't be able to stand it. But she wouldn't think about that now, there was no point, because he was in her arms, safe and secure, just like she felt in his arms. She wasn't afraid, although she knew she probably should be after hearing such news as this. But it didn't matter to her, she knew better than to believe that he'd hurt her. And she had experienced getting to know that he wouldn't. She knew him now, every little thing. And it wouldn't stop her from her intention of loving him with all of her heart, it would never change, and she was determined to make him believe that, and to make him understand that no matter what she would always remain by his side. The girl shook her head at his words once again, she wouldn't believe it, you're not Rory! that word is for people who've done it more than once, and have the intent on doing it again. she said, swallowing back more tears that threatened to spill over onto her cheeks. that's not you! she whispered, much softer then the first part of her sentence. Her heart was wrenching in her chest and she couldn't help the sudden feel of emotions she was feeling, he was slipping away, and she couldn't help but ward off the feeling, she wouldn't lose him, she just wouldn't. She would make sure with everything in her that they stayed together. No matter what it took, as.. long as he still wanted her. But she believed he did, it was just hidden underneath the hurt of his past. It would change, she just had to remain close, and make him remember all the times they shared.

The times where nothing mattered but their love for one another, the times where she could be happy and smile and let the subject drop. How she wished she could go back, and take back all of her words. She hated that all of this was her fault, if she wouldn't have opened her mouth and asked they would still be happy, fighting simply over who loved who more, and smiling and loving each other like it ought to be. However, right now, she had the slightest suspicion she loved him more, she was the one who was fighting so hard for this, fighting for his love, even though his arms wrapped around her. She was lucky she was receiving even that. It was pretty much forced upon him anyway, and it was then that she realized how much of a burden she was being. If he didn't want her, he didn't want her, and she was only making it harder on herself by throwing herself at him like she was now. It was obvious that he was pushing her away for a reason. He didn't want her, and she was stupid to believe that she had found love after all of this time. Her heart was sincerely breaking, and she couldn't help the way she pulled away from him, more tears streaming down her face, her mouth dropping slightly as shock crossed her face. OH! she exclaimed, I'm so sorry, i get it! she said simply, shaking her head. I-I'm sorry for pushing myself on you, I didn't realize until now what it was.. she said, finding difficulty to find the words to say, choking and not being able to form the words right, but still, she went on, hoping he could hear her. you're pushing me away for a reason! And now I understand you don't want me, she said, her eyes closing as she nodded carefully, slowly, the brokenness sinking in to the put of her stomach. you could have just told me she whispered, harsh, hurt like she had never been before. It was at that time that she got up from his lap slowly, tears coming at full force down her face now, she wasn't able to stop them. Looking down at him she took one last glance through blurred vision and whispered, not being able to muster much else, I'm sorry I didn't understand.. she said, beginning to walk backwards now, I... I'm so s-sorry I didn't understand

TAG rennn / rorrry<3
WORDS 1142
MUSE .really good.
NOTES omg. that is so sad D;

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