Post by ella on Sept 21, 2010 19:35:09 GMT -8
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ella chanel glass
nineteen ,, odessa, texas ,, shoot for teams/merch kid ,, heterosexual ,, observant ,, kaya scodelario
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"Oh... You want to know stuff about me? Well... Alright. I guess I'll start off with what I'm like.
For starters, I'm observant. I observe people, and their reactions, or habits. I watch the people close to me grow, whether it's the smile on their face has grown wider whenever they laugh since I first met them, or that they have a sad cry under that fake laugh. I don't know, it's just something I do. With people I don't know, I watch them as they walk, and their posture and how they present themselves to the rest of the world and pick at them from there. I assume who they are, giving them a story behind their face just by the way they move, whether it's false or not, I find it fun. I've always been like this, I guess. I try and learn when people are lying so that it doesn't hurt as bad whenever they do.
I'm sarcastic, about everything. I'm very blunt about it, too. I don't expect people to laugh, it's just an instant reaction. I may seem like I'm a serious person, because I'm so cool, calm and collected, but I'm not. I like to have a good laugh, just like any other person on this planet, and the next. I like to smile, I like to feel happy on the inside and out, and being serious just isn't something that makes me feel like that. Sometimes I'll joke around about what you're wearing but if it's bad, I totally don't mean it. I'm, well, yeah... A bitch. Sometimes I get ticked off easily, so I get snappy at people. If I don't get my way, I get quiet and look angry, and ignore everyone and everything and be completely pissed about something that probably isn't even that big of a deal.
Anyway, how about my history? Well, growing up I was kind of that perfect child. My room was neat from head to toe, any papers or books or anything was sorted, and my clothes and stuff were all put away and folded. My mother believed I had OCD, but I don't think so. I just thought rooms that are dirty are disgusting. I wasn't a germaphobe or anything, although I wouldn't be surprised if I had been. But my mom was the exact same, everything had to be in order, every single detail. My father was alright with that sort of stuff, but sometimes it pissed my mom off.
I had good marks up until highschool. I was a good student. I did my homework, handed in my projects early, and listened in class and got great marks. But they started to slip whenever I decided I wanted to do something more with my life than something slack as school. I started listening to a different kind of music, then I started hanging with a different crowd. They were the kind to slip out and go to concerts late at night and drink even though they were too young to drink. They all smoked, too. That's where I got the nasty habit, from them. Not that I minded. I felt comfortable with them, because they were exciting. Nothing was predictable, you just lived. It was great. No reading from books that a student before you had read, you were individual and your book had surprises on every page.
But of course, being the mother my mom was she noticed the changes I had made, and decided I was being a bad kid. I tried to talk her into believing me, I wasn't a bad kid, but clearly, I was. I'd sneak out, never listen, all that jazz. My parents were lawyers, too. They liked to have this image in their heads that their family was perfect and they wanted to keep it that way. But of course, that failed, and in the end, my parents gave up on me, and it resulted them fighting a lot. Eventually they decided to split, dad running off with some chick that was around my age, and mom just sort of stuck around.
With the friends I had, I had connections, which was how I found the merch kid job. I had been talking to a guy who said the slot was open. Eager to get out of my house and into the world, I took the job, and yeah."
hey, so i'm emily. i've been roleplaying for three and a half years now. as well as this character, i also play ronnie hawks. you can reach me by pm is fine if you need me for anything. i found PERFECT DYSFUNCTION by tumblrrr and i'm pretty glad i did. here's an example of mah skillz. (:check out ronnie! (:
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