you'll have it made, you'll see [duncan]

[jenni sofia martinez]

bored was not a word that jenni would use to describe her current mood, she was beyond this. after taking her hormone shot, and throwing on some make up she was pretty much drained out and felt like doing nothing else. she laid there, sighing for the millionth time before sitting up looking around the empty bus. she puckered her glossed lips, sitting in her hello kitty pajamas. jenni laid back down, sighing a loud angry-like sigh before looking at her thighs. she poked one, wincing at the slight jiggle. she poked the other one, as if she were hoping for a different result which was not the case. her hormones made her once tight, fit body into a flab fest. people, especially the members of saints without a cause, told her she was crazy when she called herself fat but she just rolled it off. every girl has had her insecure phase, and jenni felt she'd been robbed of those teenaged years having to live the life of james. so was having her teenaged years, as jenni, now in her twenties. fuck any one who says she couldn't. the girl turned her attention to the floor, seeing her laptop. the girl placed it in her lap, opening it and getting online when a certain screen name caught her attention. duncan chambers. a small smile rose on her face.

when it came to duncan, jenni thought he was just the sexiest man alive. well besides johnny knoxville, but you get the point. anyways, she found herself giggling aloud at his adorable yet equally hilarious spelling errors. long story short, he invited to come over on the bus since he was feeling just as lonely as jenni was. she smirked a bit, accepting his offer before signing off. she looked down at her pajamas and shook her head, she needed to look literally as cute as she possibly could. after throwing an outfit together, adding some accessories and what not jenni took one last look in mirror. her eyes focusing on her... private areas. she turned to the side, running her hands along the crotch area of the high waist shorts. she was perfectly tucked, and had nothing to worry about, but in her mind it was always out. and it scared her a bit, mainly because she didn't even know if duncan knew she was trans. she shook the worries from her head, wasn't like they were going to have sex the minute she stepped onto the bus but she still had her fears. most people make comments about jenni being too worried about it, but then again most of them have no idea what it feels like to hide your physical gender because it doesn't match your identity. after grabbing her cell phone, sliding on her gladiators, and taking one last look around the bus jenni left and made her way towards the consider it mutual bus. she took a deep breath before knocking, brushing her long brown hair off of her shoulder.

tagged allieeeee / duncan
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[duncan everett chambers]

Duncan was experiencing an entirely ordinary day for life on tour. His morning began with a head rattling, ear screeching noise from Teddy, someone who he considered to be one of the most annoying human beings on earth but loved like a brother nonetheless. The day progressed further with the band’s usual antics; that of which ranged from acting like total dickwads in the parking lot, giving a performance, and finally attending a meet and greet. It was odd how they had their day so early; really, it almost made it unordinary. Their usual meet and greet was at 5:00PM sharp and a performance followed around 7:00 at the earliest, but Duncan was indoors with the rest of the band by 3. He hung out with them for about half an hour but then the head-count decreased, one by one until all that was left was the techie in his little man cave of a bunk. He generally bothered no one, so Duncan wasn’t truly aware of his presence until he heard a cough – yes, it could’ve been anyone, but he could recognize that wimpy as shit little hack from anywhere. He didn’t dislike him per say, in fact there was a special little place for Connor in his heart and he’d defend him if he ever needed it, but he loved to pick fun at him.

He walked over to the smaller – but older – man’s bunk and peaked inside, grinning sinisterly in his direction. “Don’t read too much. We need your eyes to fix our technical things,” he drawled, his accent as thick as ever in that particular sentence. The “th” sounded as a “z” would and there was a certain ring to it that you could just tell he was German with. He took great pride in his heritage, though sometimes he wished he didn’t sound so strange in comparison to the others. Really, they were the ones who sounded strange. All he heard was funny talk, and it kept him amused even now, after seven years of being in America and being surrounded by it. There was the occasional talk with his sister that sounded normal and that was nice, but she was so young at the time and had embraced the English so well that hers wasn’t nearly as thick as his anymore. Connor said something to him as he turned around and walked away, but Duncan blocked it out, having no interest in what he had to say. He didn’t lack respect for the guy – he just didn’t care about what went on in his freaky little head.

Duncan climbed into his bunk and opened his laptop, grinning at the screen when he saw a message come up from Jenni. What was her last name again? Shrugging the thought off, he continued to talk to her and essentially wound up inviting her over to the bus. He was recently a taken man, and he didn’t want to ruin his relationship quite yet, but Jenni was his friend and he wanted to spend some time with her. In a way, yes, he was very attracted to her – but he was doing his best to keep it in his pants because he really did have feelings for Sadie and he didn’t want to jeopardize what they had. He was bad enough on his own, he didn’t need cheating to give her any more of a reason to break up with him. Soon enough, he looked up and heard the door go and so he walked up, opened the door and sent a playful grin at the girl in front of him. “Hey Jenni. Come on in,” he motioned his head towards the interior of the bus and walked off, leading the way to the couch where he anticipated they would then sit and watch a movie, or something to the extent of that.

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TAGGED: jenni c:
OUTFIT: here
MUSIC: bite my tongue (feat oli sykes) - you me at six
CREDIT: text to malone at caution
NOTES: lededah

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